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This poem can be read on my Patreon.
i lost all confidence in myself –
i could not do a thing
without worry, over fear and anxiety
that i had gotten it so wrong
it was irretrievable –
so many false starts, times where
i had to give up, be satisfied with –
at least i tried –
breaking habits, moving on from comfortable spaces
is so fucking hard,
fight with head and heart,
knowing you wanna,
but you cant,